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Interesting eyes.
It's a natural thing. Heterochromia Iridium.

I like eyes. I mean, there's so much to tell from their expressions.
And really, they hardly lie.
11:16 PM Wednesday, March 31, 2010


My job sucks.
Having nothing to do can really be worse than doing something. Thankfully, it's only six weeks long and that's just about 3 weeks and a few days more. I don't like the idea of wearing long pants for the whole day, but I have to. Especially when four years in secondary school I have been in olive green shorts (don't ask, school tradition), yeah it's uncomfortable to be in long pants almost everyday. Long olive green pants would look weird.

I miss training like crazy so long no training already hoping for the best when training resumes. In the sense that nothing goes awfully wrong, I do shit things to make myself feel like shit and feel like wasting time. And that is this weekend shiok I love weekends now. Weekends no need to wear long pants! Saturday is the second IVP day please don't let it rain. It rains, we all become more or less immobile. Unless you don't mind getting and being drenched. I wouldn't, but definitely not the camera under rain no freaking way. Rain and I can't move around freely can't take photos freely need assistant to carry umbrella for me. Which is so troublesome, plus my umbrella is so small my shoulders get wet when I walk under the rain. Sort of weird... Whatever it is don't rain please don't rain at least not Friday not Saturday.

And then NUS some competition thing damn it I think taking part is ... no words to comment. Go there, there is hardly any chance of winning. I really believe so... But ten bucks only it is, doesn't matter much, rather than regretting on that day itself why why why did I decide not to play.

Yah I know very boring post but life has been just work, what else. Weekend highlights - IVP - photos are already on FB no need for them to be here right.
10:48 PM Wednesday, March 24, 2010




Few weeks ago WL teammate brought a packet of this back for us when she went to the States but because scared paiseh so I took only two. Peanut butter cups la. I don't like peanut butter but wah shiok leh must try. I didn't know what they were called the few weeks ago so I couldn't look for them. Now I found some of these at home at this time I am happy hahaha I am in bed with a container filled with chocolates and it's all damn nice! I don't usually eat chocolates but when I do I spam and I am going to claim this container it's mine shiok ah. Work is damn boring la always got nothing to do one and so called colleagues there's a generation gap here cannot communicate la sian I want to sleep already SPU bonding night tomorrow not too hopeful about its activities okay good night see you when I see you.
11:13 PM Wednesday, March 17, 2010


Fucking hell tonight I am damn angry. I don't know at what, what for, why. Just fucking angry angry angry.
10:43 PM Tuesday, March 16, 2010




A clock many should have.
It won't actually work because well it's easy to see that it is only pointing to two minutes ahead and two minutes can't help much when people who will need this are obviously going to take much more than merely two minutes. Two minutes is nothing nobody gives shit about two minutes but it's a pretty innovative design anyway to remind people, at the very least, not to be late. I don't really like people being late too although ironically I am often late for class for appointments for meetings not ridiculous timings, just within 5 minutes or so. But waiting sucks and I hate waiting most of the time. Like waiting for time to pass that's the worst because I am experiencing it every working day and it's crazy it's crazy it's crazy because time passes so slowly that it seems like it is not even moving, or really too slowly. And it makes my day pointless it wastes my time, although I don't do much good with my time either but I could be happy doing what I want to do with that time instead of having to sit there with nothing doing nothing.

Weeks pass fast, hours pass slow.
Months pass fast, weeks pass slow.
Years pass fast, months pass slow.

Ironic yes but it happens.
I am so elated it's the weekend already and it feels as if I just started attachment. Actually I did just start but it has been a week but thinking about it doesn't feel like a week. But heck I am glad a week is over and that's five weeks more five weeks left. Happy it's the weekend it's filled with ultimate and lots of it I look forward to tomorrow and I hope it is good. I don't want to feel like shit for a day because I will feel like shit if I play like shit and I don't want my day to go to waste. Every free day is so fucking precious. This sounds probably like exaggeration, it is but I don't care. Two whole days of ultimate two long hot tiring awesome joyous days what the heck.

I am tired and I am hungry but I am more tired than hungry.
I love eyes beautiful clear eyes.
I think I am developing a fucking belly that freaks me out not really.
11:21 PM Friday, March 12, 2010


Each day of work is little more than 9 hours.
I have been reporting to work for four days.
The amount of work adds up to at best, I'm not sure, twelve hours.
It has been exasperatingly boring, slow, and cold.
When there's nothing to do, we sit there and wait for something to do.
Under the aircon unit.
Freezing.
And when there's nothing to do, time drags.
And when there's something to do, it doesn't take much time.
They didn't plan for anything for us actually and whatever our supervisor gives us, he thinks it would consume much of our time but apparently not so. Talk about supervisor, my supervisor comes in later, leaves earlier. Just slightly earlier. And he disappears most of the hours and we have nothing to do because we are a bunch of efficient people and whatever he has for us to do is done quick, before he returns and when he returns he is shocked because we were not expected to have it done and he has nothing else for us.

So where am I attached to actually.
Wincor Nixdorf.
If you've never heard of it, it's okay. I didn't know what was it too.
But it's a huge company really huge.
But its products are likely to be found at many places.
Fairprice Metro Carrefour ColdStorage ShopandSave blah blah.
Citibank Maybank StandardCharteredBank RoyalBankofScotland blah blah.
They do many different things.
I am assigned to a Banking section. So now I know how to strip certain ATMs. As well as conduct certain repair works on certain parts of certain ATMs. And I will learn how to assemble or something I don't know what in weeks to come.
My supervisor is a lazy man he will take his bloody own sweet time.

And my days are really boring:
Wake up.
Go work.
Come back.
Hardcourt ultimate I love this part of my day I love it.
Dinner.
Computer.
Sleep.
Repeat.
And each morning I don't dread waking up, because I know it's only six weeks. But each morning I wake up and it feels weird because I know it's going to be a long boring slow cold day again. I'm at the sleep part of the day so tata.
9:56 PM Thursday, March 11, 2010


  1. I slept for the whole on Sunday because
  2. I didn't sleep at all for the whole of Saturday
  3. That leaves me with too much sleep for now and I can't sleep anymore
  4. ITP starts later
  5. Hahaha I don't want to sleep on my first day at work
  6. Still contemplating my route to workplace
  7. Supposed to wake up 40 minutes later so that means no point going back to bed
  8. Hope there's nothing to do for today so I can leave on time, but what time is on time?
  9. I want to go RP for scrimmage
  10. I am feeling extremely hungry for trainings lately
  11. But there isn't training to go for
  12. What route to take?
5:04 AM Monday, March 8, 2010




Ha this is damn cute! Dogs ftw but no dogs allowed in my household booo. But it's actually only my mom opposing that idea I think. She must be afraid of dogs but want to save face so don't say only. Okay sian last 3 days before work attachment, shit, and my liaison officer haven't even heard from them. So basically I have absolutely no clue what will be happening. But I just hope wherever I'm going to be at, there is aircon there because the weather nowadays is really just impossible I am not trying to be a wuss but really super perspiration inducing hotness it is. And now I miss trainings. Like how long without trainings with SPU already and that will have to wait until after IVP, I guess? Actually no that will have to wait until the next semester starts darn it. Once per week of training doesn't sound enough...
3:15 PM Friday, March 5, 2010


Not anymore.
No more.
:D
4:54 PM Tuesday, March 2, 2010


My cheap cheap laptop has managed to stay alive for 40 hours and counting. To top it off, it is not showing signs of slowing down, lags, overheating and definitely far away from hitting a BSOD. Awesome. I mean, as compared to certain A-ahem-cer laptops, yeah it's certainly good enough. Bloody hell the stupid MSDN download failed on me twice. First time, download incomplete. Second time, downloaded file corrupted. And each download takes about 12 hours or so I don't know why it's so slow with me. Okay it's the last morning of studying and the last day of Year 2, I hope really it's the last I don't want to repeat any module. ITP is coming soon and I already know my placement. I sort of have some regrets for not submitting the application for China because of some reason which isn't even important anymore. But well never mind I'm going to a huge corporation, though irrelevant to my course of study. There are benefits of staying local anyway at least my parents don't have to fork out money to send me over and I get paid here and they can't say shit about spending 2k plus on me. And before that, I'm going to have fun this week! And it starts this afternoon hoooray. While wasting time the past few days I thought about stuff and I feel happy and good about myself now. As in, the person I am now. Which is more or less how I was last year? Maybe minus a few bad traits. I don't know what I am talking about already, gosh. Going to continue with memorising and that's all for now, goodbye I'll come back soon.
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2:54 AM Monday, March 1, 2010