CNY, but I don't care.
Because I'm supposed to be preparing for exams.
But I don't care about preparation as well.
I have been lying on my bed practically doing nothing. I have wasted 4 hours since I thought I wanted to start studying at 12. And then I wonder what was it that occupied me for these 4 hours. What the fuck. I've had so much time to study or at least, get started but so far I've only read about 5 pages worth of nothing because 1, I know those stuff already, and 2, nothing was registered into the brain. The indifference in attitude is returning. And it's not a good time to start/continue now either. Full of shit I'm full of these excuses for myself.
Some kind of CNY this is, it doesn't feel any different from an average weekend. Just that there are more snacks at home. My angpao count stands at zero. That's not the point either. And then Valentines' too. Which has been overshadowed by CNY. I don't even know what this day is for, much less the reason for celebration? Wiki says to celebrate romance or something, so ... nah not a concern too.
3:59 AM Monday, February 15, 2010
CNY, but I don't care.
Because I'm supposed to be preparing for exams.
But I don't care about preparation as well.
I have been lying on my bed practically doing nothing. I have wasted 4 hours since I thought I wanted to start studying at 12. And then I wonder what was it that occupied me for these 4 hours. What the fuck. I've had so much time to study or at least, get started but so far I've only read about 5 pages worth of nothing because 1, I know those stuff already, and 2, nothing was registered into the brain. The indifference in attitude is returning. And it's not a good time to start/continue now either. Full of shit I'm full of these excuses for myself.
Some kind of CNY this is, it doesn't feel any different from an average weekend. Just that there are more snacks at home. My angpao count stands at zero. That's not the point either. And then Valentines' too. Which has been overshadowed by CNY. I don't even know what this day is for, much less the reason for celebration? Wiki says to celebrate romance or something, so ... nah not a concern too.
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