I don't like to hear reasons, because I know more often than not they are excuses. Excuses are pathetic, you have to think so hard to give yourself a break from whatever you are facing. And maybe they are lies. Okay fuck this.
My parents like to judge me based on who I was. I mean come on, I've shown you the change but you still want to harp on to the past? Come on people stop judging people by who they were how the used to act, the only reference you should take is now.
I really hope I could be more expressive because it sucks to bottle what I think and feel up and I don't know who to say them to or how. It would be good to put things nicely. Without offending. It would be good to tell that person what you intend to say.
There's something I ought to do as soon as possible. Not my assignments. But actually those assignments are indeed things I should have completed already. Okay I'm going to keep that to myself.
Fuck these.
I think there's a lot of hate and other emotions in me right now.
2:27 AM Saturday, January 2, 2010
I don't like to hear reasons, because I know more often than not they are excuses. Excuses are pathetic, you have to think so hard to give yourself a break from whatever you are facing. And maybe they are lies. Okay fuck this.
My parents like to judge me based on who I was. I mean come on, I've shown you the change but you still want to harp on to the past? Come on people stop judging people by who they were how the used to act, the only reference you should take is now.
I really hope I could be more expressive because it sucks to bottle what I think and feel up and I don't know who to say them to or how. It would be good to put things nicely. Without offending. It would be good to tell that person what you intend to say.
There's something I ought to do as soon as possible. Not my assignments. But actually those assignments are indeed things I should have completed already. Okay I'm going to keep that to myself.
Fuck these.
I think there's a lot of hate and other emotions in me right now.
2:27 AM //