Hi.

You just found a bunch of meaningless hidden words.


'Happy Birthday' comes across as ironic to me. As far as I can remember, there hasn't been any remotely happy one. Or it could be that I only store the negative stuff. Right although mine's far away but I don't know what triggered this thought either it came pretty suddenly. It should be an easier day to pass if I forgot the date. There are promises sometimes that you don't want to witness being broken. Or probably just having the simplest expectations. But on this day disappointment tends to be magnified and it will be etched deep into your mind.

This thought doesn't contribute to why Wednesday was a bad day.
Btw, get out of that sun until you're completely well again. The field won't run away.
12:42 AM Thursday, January 21, 2010