Congratulations Derek, you are ill and alone on the last day of the year.
Actually I just don't want to stay out another night again, not this month at least.
I have been down with illnesses and many physical weirdness these few months. Which is uncommon. Fortunately I don't fall into serious sickness.
Okay here's another I-hate paragraph. If you shut up you probably would have that energy to move. Don't order people around please, when you can't do things right. Try learning how to respect people, at the same time if you would like people to respect you, do your thing right. If you spent some brain thinking time instead of complaining and grouching, then things can be done. When we are pressed for time, don't tell me to slow down. It's not that hard to keep up. Just because you are lazy doesn't mean we all have to wait. Or because your leg hurts. My leg hurts too. His leg hurts too. Their legs are injured too. Get your facts right please before you start scolding, not just because you have something against that specific person.
Jonarse told me the blog is here for you to speak whatever you want no restraints nobody can stop you from saying anything on it anyway. I told him if I hated somebody I would tell that person. Actually no, I won't because some people just cannot take it, they can't take negative comments about themselves. I don't shut up because you are right, but because I know you will think you are right, and there's no point. Which makes me think, there are really many issues which I've encountered, I don't rebut. I could, really. Because it's ironic that the argument they have brought up happens to be what they commit do. So I believe, until you can give, don't ask. Selfish pricks.
Okay 2010 coming in approximately 2 hours, fireworks are going to start bursting, people are going to be shouting Happy New Year to each other and everybody is happy. Well, I wish everybody a Happy New Year indeed. To just wash off all bad events that ever happened in the past year. To stay happy or be happier in the new year.
The scrimmage yesterday, it had a satisfiable but non-pleasurable result. In the sense that the score, to us, was quite an nice thing to happen. But the standard of play like what the seniors said, was really not up to expectations. It's quite scary to know that in a few months, we are becoming somewhat seniors of the new intake. But at this moment our level of play is like this? Lao kui. Like a certain senior said we have built up individual skills to a certain extent, but we need to put them to good use together. We have to learn and analyse deeper and keep our emotions in check. We need to be able to manage ourselves and keep calm under pressure. We have to grow together and encourage, not blame. To every of my teammates I wish to tell you I might be hot tempered sometimes, but I'm definitely not angry at any specific person. And if I've shouted at you I'm sorry too. Let's push each other, let's keep growing together all Juniors.
Btw thank you every organiser for the AGM, it definitely wasn't easy having to plan for and to control that many people. Thanks for making the gathering happen. And don't bother about the people who have so much to grouch about.
Okay and dear Hwee Siang looking at you drunk is seriously scary and quite sad. Please don't drink that much leh it's bad for the body. Especially you 酒量 not good one.
Besides that, in the Ulty aspect, I have to thank:
Joel, for taking the lead, being the bad guy haha but at the same time giving important lessons since when you scold, we remember longer.
Rudy, for providing 1-to-1 assistance from when I just started all the way til now.
Hwee, fun-loving person who doesn't scold but we can see when you get pekchek. Thanks for talking to me for a while after a training when I felt like shit. And for trying to provide hugs from time to time.
Josh, my camp leader twice, impart skillz to my group. And that wake up call and frequent tips from the sidelines.
Yup that's it I go check pictures now.
9:48 PM Thursday, December 31, 2009
Congratulations Derek, you are ill and alone on the last day of the year.
Actually I just don't want to stay out another night again, not this month at least.
I have been down with illnesses and many physical weirdness these few months. Which is uncommon. Fortunately I don't fall into serious sickness.
Okay here's another I-hate paragraph. If you shut up you probably would have that energy to move. Don't order people around please, when you can't do things right. Try learning how to respect people, at the same time if you would like people to respect you, do your thing right. If you spent some brain thinking time instead of complaining and grouching, then things can be done. When we are pressed for time, don't tell me to slow down. It's not that hard to keep up. Just because you are lazy doesn't mean we all have to wait. Or because your leg hurts. My leg hurts too. His leg hurts too. Their legs are injured too. Get your facts right please before you start scolding, not just because you have something against that specific person.
Jonarse told me the blog is here for you to speak whatever you want no restraints nobody can stop you from saying anything on it anyway. I told him if I hated somebody I would tell that person. Actually no, I won't because some people just cannot take it, they can't take negative comments about themselves. I don't shut up because you are right, but because I know you will think you are right, and there's no point. Which makes me think, there are really many issues which I've encountered, I don't rebut. I could, really. Because it's ironic that the argument they have brought up happens to be what they commit do. So I believe, until you can give, don't ask. Selfish pricks.
Okay 2010 coming in approximately 2 hours, fireworks are going to start bursting, people are going to be shouting Happy New Year to each other and everybody is happy. Well, I wish everybody a Happy New Year indeed. To just wash off all bad events that ever happened in the past year. To stay happy or be happier in the new year.
The scrimmage yesterday, it had a satisfiable but non-pleasurable result. In the sense that the score, to us, was quite an nice thing to happen. But the standard of play like what the seniors said, was really not up to expectations. It's quite scary to know that in a few months, we are becoming somewhat seniors of the new intake. But at this moment our level of play is like this? Lao kui. Like a certain senior said we have built up individual skills to a certain extent, but we need to put them to good use together. We have to learn and analyse deeper and keep our emotions in check. We need to be able to manage ourselves and keep calm under pressure. We have to grow together and encourage, not blame. To every of my teammates I wish to tell you I might be hot tempered sometimes, but I'm definitely not angry at any specific person. And if I've shouted at you I'm sorry too. Let's push each other, let's keep growing together all Juniors.
Btw thank you every organiser for the AGM, it definitely wasn't easy having to plan for and to control that many people. Thanks for making the gathering happen. And don't bother about the people who have so much to grouch about.
Okay and dear Hwee Siang looking at you drunk is seriously scary and quite sad. Please don't drink that much leh it's bad for the body. Especially you 酒量 not good one.
Besides that, in the Ulty aspect, I have to thank:
Joel, for taking the lead, being the bad guy haha but at the same time giving important lessons since when you scold, we remember longer.
Rudy, for providing 1-to-1 assistance from when I just started all the way til now.
Hwee, fun-loving person who doesn't scold but we can see when you get pekchek. Thanks for talking to me for a while after a training when I felt like shit. And for trying to provide hugs from time to time.
Josh, my camp leader twice, impart skillz to my group. And that wake up call and frequent tips from the sidelines.
Yup that's it I go check pictures now.
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